Food wise It's been a better week so far, 'though it's only Tuesday.
Brother came on Friday (surprise visit, surprise!!) but he's having some gut troubles, which means no celebratory pizza night or ice cream... which is both good and bad. I think I would've definitely eat all the ice cream if there was any 😞. Since his doctor said he needs to incorporate probiotic foods, I'm helping him make natural yogurt! And, meanwhile, i'm making sauerkraut for myself 😋
I haven't hit the scale but I can tell i gained some weight. The weather doesn't make it any easier (it's SO HOT and damp and there are mosquitoes everywhere!!)
I recently came across FEZ and god, isn't super cute??! 💘I suck at gaming but i like puzzles!
Still haven't done anything regarding my documentation or Uni and it's making me feel very nervous but at the same time I can't find the courage to go outside, y'know.
I managed to go out on Friday to take out the trash which was an improvement but i'm back to square one now 😩
Itried to read Martians, go home but I find it quite dificult to read. Not because of the text itsef, just the story... However I'm finding the Martian chronicles quite good! I have this old as balls edition with a prologue by Jorge Luis Borges that's falling apart and again, a really good translation.
*sighs* I definitely could use some recs on what to read that it's not sci-fi??
So, of course, i forgot said promise. So, of course, I fucking exploded.
I grabbed what was left of the pot and threw it away as far as I could, getting dirt everywhere. Then I digged up myself the other two baby papaya trees and thre them against the wall (yup).
All of that while my dad was pretty near and should have hear everything but still acted completely oblivious about it (...either that or he's fucking deaf) which made me even angrier so I went inside the house and grabbed the first thing i saw (a placemat) and torn it appart. With my bare hands. And then I went to my bedroom and kicked the door closed and pretended I was dead. It's a good thing I no longer have a phone otherwise I would've smashed it against the wall. Just like all the other ones (oopsies)
I had hoped I could remain on my death-feigning state 'till morning but my brother softly knocked at my door 'cause he saw the trees laying around and was atempting to plant them again.... So yeah, had to help him.... I'm a softie when it comes to my brother even though I complain about him a lot...
So baby trees (or what little was left of them) are back in the soil, trying to keep on livin.
This much stress and this much anger is so bad for my heart.